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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 8, 2011 12:42:36 GMT -5
I smiled at Lucas and scooted closer to him. I was so happy that he was here, with me. I could hear his thoughts even in human form, but it just made ma even happier to be with him. If that was even possible. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him back with the same hunger as him, just more pasion. Since I was pretty much a new shifter since I had just had my first shift, it would be harder for me to keep my inner wolf, well, in. I didn't care though. I really didn't care about anything being here with Lucas. I knew that I loved him, and always would.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 10, 2011 1:24:17 GMT -5
I smiled when Kaari scooted closer to me. I could hear a few of her thoughts and they made me extremly happy. I felt the animal in me rising slightly as I kissed her with as much passion and hunger that was in me.
(ugh... No muse)
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 10, 2011 6:53:37 GMT -5
(haha, I know right?)
I saw Lucas smile and growing happy, and when he did I couldn't help but do the same. I kissed him back happily. We had spent so much time out in the night that it was almost morning. Not that I really cared. I pulled away from Lucas for a second and looked into his eyes. "I love you," I said quietly before kissing him again.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 10, 2011 8:15:59 GMT -5
I looked into her eyes when she pulled away from me. I kissed her back and then kissed her neck lightly, "I love you too." I breathed in her ear. I kissed her again, it was almost light outside. I pulled away and looked into her eyes. I had knew she was the one that I would love forever and ever, but there was always that fear that she wouldn't love me. That she would pick another. I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but what she saw in mine, undying love and I felt my heart warm and I smiled. I kissed her neck, "I love you more then you will ever know" I said to quite for any human to hear, she could defiantly hear me. I knew every word I spoke was the truth cause I felt that if I ever lost her I would die right then and there. Now I finally knew what Devline had felt and not only did his love refuse to love him, she refused him and and everything he was, she thought he was a monster and a freak. No human would ever understand the beauty of us, of our kind they may think they would be but as soon as they figure out were real they call us freaks. I was so happy to be with Kaari, that I hadn't lost her. When my thought rolled over to my brother I felt the burden that was that I killed my own brother and now Rafe and Conner would have to tell my parents cause I couldn't be there. I looked into Kaari's eyes and I could swear my mind went blank right then and there. I kissed her again, this time with a different kind of hunger. It was filled a hunger for her, not just love but for her.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 10, 2011 21:29:25 GMT -5
I smiled up at Lucas and looked into his eyes. I sighed, but laughed a little. "Babe, you don't even know," I said to him. I could hear his thoughts and was so happy I could. I loved him so much. A tear rolled down my cheek. "It wasn't your fault," I said before he kissed me again. I kissed him back, with the same hunger but for him. It felt so much different when that wolf was always right behind you. Right there, watching your every step, controlling you every step of the way. But I loved it, and I craved it. But it wasn't even half of the love and craving I felt towards Lucas.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 11, 2011 6:12:57 GMT -5
I smiled at her. I looked in her eyes, I smiled and kissed away her tear. Now was not the time to think about Devlline now was the time think about Kaari and she was all that was on my mind. I was happy I could block some of the things I was thinking from her, cuase I'm sure there was plaently of thoughts about her taht she didn't really want to know. I smiled held her tight to me. I kissed down her neck, and then moved back to her lips. I couldn't even think anymore, the only things running threw my mind were sceans of her and me. She was all I could think, all I could see, all I ever wanted...
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 11, 2011 16:56:58 GMT -5
I smiled when he kissed away my tear. I hugged tight to him when he kissed my neck and happily kissed him back when he kissed me. I broke away for a second. "You know, I don't think we'll be getting much sleep tonight," I said playfully. I kissed him again with as much passion I could give. And that was alot. I rubbed my hands through his hair hapilly. It was hard for me to think with him right here next to me.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 11, 2011 18:31:46 GMT -5
I kissed her with all the passion that was in me. I smiled at what she said and kissed her back. I sighed slightly when she ran her figers threw my hair. I pulled away from her to look into her eyes, I ran my figers down her cheek and into her hair. I kissed her and pulled her into me, I kissed her temple. "I love you..." I breathed in her ear. I kissed down her neck and then move back up her neck. I couldn't think of anything but her and everything that I wanted to do with her.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 11, 2011 19:28:45 GMT -5
I smiled against Lucas's lips. I shivvered out of happiness when he ran his fingers down my cheek. "I love you too," I said to him. I sighed when he kissed my neck. It felt so good. I loved being loved. Especially when it was Lucas that loved me. (No muse. )
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Post by Immortal on Feb 11, 2011 21:45:24 GMT -5
I wasn't even aware she had answered me for a moment, I smiled kissed her more in depth. There was no way anyone could ever say I didn't love her. I smiled when she shivered, I ran lips over her chin and then down to her neck, I inhaled deeply, he scent was almost enough to over power me. A groan escaped me when I inhaled again. She was like a drug that I wanted to stay lost in. I kissed her neck again this time a line of heat running down my back along with a line of prickles. I had never such heat rising in me before in my life. I ran my hand down her side holding her close to me, just touching her skin made me want her. I kissed her neck up and down slowly. My thoughts were no longer blocked from her cause I lacked the strength to block them from her, I felt a little nervous cause I wasn't sure what she would think of me after seeing what I was thinking about her.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 11, 2011 22:18:59 GMT -5
(your post reminded me of your love is my drug. Haha ;p)
I smiled. I loved Lucas touching me. It felt so good, especially with it being him touching me. I could hear all of his thoughts now. It just made me smile more. I felt the same way. I looked to Lucas and rubbed my hand down his face. "Don't be nervous around me," I laughed. I knew what he wanted. I didn't care, it didn't scare me off. If I liked him, which I did, I didn't care. I wanted him too.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 12, 2011 3:53:27 GMT -5
(I had a few love songs and that song running threw my mind when wrote that)
I couldn't help but smile when Kaari ran her hand down my face. I looked in her eyes, I loved her so much that I couldn't voice the words. I smiled and nodded before kissing her lips again. I felt so, I don't know to put it but I felt as if I never had to hide anything from her that she would always understand me. I stroked my finger down her cheek. I didn't know what she saw in my eyes, but in hers I saw love. In mine I'm sure she saw much more then love. I ran my fingers down her cheek again, now I knew what Rafe had felt the night Lindsey shifted, but for him it was so much more special cause he didn't think he was gonna get her and he didn't without a fight. "I would have died for you" I whispered, I had been so protective of her over the summer without ever telling her I wanted her to my mate. Rafe hadn't hid his hunger for Lindsey he even tried to get her to turn Conner down before he had to fight him, he did everything to get to be his, he even convinced her to go with him on a road trip so she could work out her feelings about him. I laughed lightly at the thought of them they were so different from me and Kaari. I smiled and kissed for all I was worth.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 12, 2011 4:19:35 GMT -5
(haha. I always have love songs running through my head cuz of the guy I like. <3 He si way older than me though and he has a B***h of a girlfriend) I smiled. I listened to his thoughts. He made me so happy. I hadn't known about Lindsey Rafe and Conner. His thoughts were always fun for me to listen to. I happily kissed Lucas back, and actually put my tongue on his bottom lip, asking for entrance into his mouth. I love Lucas so much. I knew he would die for me. I would do the same for him.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 12, 2011 4:45:23 GMT -5
(haha. hmm... that sucks the guy I like is like is a barley younger then me. But I hate liking him cause he is a total moron! and a ASS. You know he actually told my cousin he was glad his dog died!! I thought I was over it but I still like him!! and right when I read your post my fav song Kissin' In The Rain started playin' I just find that funny)
I smiled and was happy that she was happy. I held in a laugh that she thought my thoughts were fun to listen too. I looked into her eyes and smiled before kissing her again. I couldn't help but think she was amazing. I kissed her deeply, I almost felt as if the wolf took over me when her tongue touched my lip, I closed my eyes and kissed as deeply as I could. I wanted to do this with her as much as I could cause when we went back Wolford we would have to stay out of each others rooms as long as we there. Our parents may go by the whole mates for life law but they were still parents and it wasn't aloud for cuoples to stay in the same room unless they were married and since we blended into the human world it wouldn't look right for two teenagers to get married for no aparent reason and be suportted by their familys. All the sudden my mind went blank again and all I could think was kissing her. This was the wolf taking over me again, we may mostly be human but we had a beast side to us too. I kissed Kaari not wanting anything to come into my mind anymore, I just wanted to be with her forever and ever.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 13, 2011 22:06:37 GMT -5
(OH MY GOD. He sounds horrible. No offense though)
I smiled against Lucas's lips again. It was hard not to. I felt my face grow hot, but only a little. Controlling my thoughts was always hard to me. I wanted to do this as long as I could to, because no matter how hard it was to accept it his thoughts were right. We couldn't move in together or anything, and we could barely even visit eachother. We couldn't just get married out of the blue either, even if it wasn't completely out of the blue for us. When his mind went blank, mine did the same. I really did want to do this as long as I could. If it meant more time with Lucas before we went to Wolford I would so do it. I really did love him. I kissed him as deeply as I could, with as much passion as I could muster. I never wanted this to end.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 14, 2011 18:56:11 GMT -5
(yeah none taken, he's actually okay some times cause u see I have like 8 cousins and only one isn't a total ass, and when the guy I like is just around him he is actully kinda fun, but most of the time he isn't cause he's hanging out with my cousin that is a total pig and ass. Don't get me wrong I love my family but they are really big jerks some times)
I could hear her thoughts slightly as we kissed. They made sense of how I was feeling as well, but tradion was tradion. I broke away from her having to come up for air, I stared into her eyes and smiled softly. "It won't be as bad as that. We'll only be there for a while and then its back to taking campers into the forest." I said softly in her ear. I moved my lips back to hers and kissed her deeply, before failing to the side a little and holding her close to my side. I kissed her temple, "after the summer's over me, Rafe and Conner have to go back to college. But after your out school for good you could always go to my college that's what Lindsey is going to do with Rafe" I said to her almost absently. Me, Rafe, Conner, Lindsey, and Kaari had all grown up together and so it seemed logical that we would all go to the same college. I held her close to me. "Tomorrow we'll have to head back to Wolford. But don't worry about it, we can still see each other just not stay in the same room." I said to her. I kissed her again and held her tightly in my arms.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 14, 2011 20:48:17 GMT -5
(GOD DO I UNDERSTAND! Im not even gonna get started on my family.... Like you said though, I really do love them. They can just be jerks.)
I sighed and nodded. "Yeah, I would die without seeing you," I half-joked. I guess he was right. As long as we could still see eachother. And I probably would go with Lindsey to visit the guys whenever I could. I had always been more independent than alot of the others in the pack. I felt lonely at times, but with Lucas it was different. I had always only hung out with guys though, so it was kind of wierd being around the other girls. And we had all grown up together, so who saw the couples within us all coming? Not me. But I was so glad. I hugged close to Lucas, not wanting to let go. I was always a lap baby anyways, but I was so much happier in Lucas's lap.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 15, 2011 2:48:21 GMT -5
(yeah totally know what your talking about but I guess thats to exspected in a family of all boys! 1 of my uncles has six boys and his girlfriends son lives with them, and him and her had twin girls but their only like five, and my other uncle has two boys and him and his wife have a two year old girl. SO I am the only teenage girl in my family witch sucks, and I hardly ever get to see my BFF anymore the last time I saw her was in Augest, and the last time I got to hang out with her was jan 30th 2010!! Totally blows)
I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. "Yeah I love you too much not to see you" I said kissing her temple, then her cheek. I traced my finger down her jaw and tilted her head up a fration so I could kiss her. I stroked her cheek with my thumb tenderly. "Sleep its gonna be a long trip home tomorrow." I said to her, my eyes wanted to close bad. After my fight, I had only healed all the way about two hours after Kaari's shift so I was still pretty exsuased. I turned on my side to face her. As I watched her a smile grinn spread acrosst my face.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 15, 2011 18:04:53 GMT -5
I smiled sleepily at him and nodded. I layed down next to him turning towards him. I couldn't help but also smile. I hugged tight to him. "I love you," I said to him happily.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 15, 2011 20:19:01 GMT -5
I held her tiagtly to me. "I love you too...." I faded out and fell asleep.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 15, 2011 20:22:00 GMT -5
(oh and yesh, sorry. ) I smiled and soon fell asleep soon after him, still in his arms. It was easy to fall asleep, my body had been begging for sleep for hours.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 16, 2011 6:04:48 GMT -5
(yeah but whatever. I have to go to bed so tomorrow I will write a post for here)
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 16, 2011 11:09:29 GMT -5
(okay. )
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Post by Immortal on Feb 16, 2011 19:43:30 GMT -5
I woke up some time around 10:00 AM. Kaari was still tucked into my arms, I kissed her temple. I would wait till she woke up before we left. We wouldn't have to leave until about 2:30 PM so I would let her sleep a little longer. I was happy just to lay here and hold her.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 16, 2011 22:06:20 GMT -5
I was still asleep until about 10:30 p.m. I slowly woke up, and saw I was still in Lucas's arms. I looked up and smiled, happy that he was the first thing I saw. I happily hugged him. I probably wouldn't tell him, but I had a horrible dream that it was him that died instead of Devline. I cursed under my breath. He could hear everything I thought.
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Post by Immortal on Feb 16, 2011 22:43:14 GMT -5
I smiled when Kaari woke up. I chuckled lgihtly when she cursed under her breath. I ignored her though and kissed her forehead before tilting her head up so that I could kiss her. "I love you" I said to her in a whistper. I kissed her again and pulled her into me with a frieacness.
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Post by musicluva789 on Feb 17, 2011 21:45:41 GMT -5
I smiled against Lucas's lips and after the second kiss, I whispered back. "Well you know I love you too," I said with a smirk and happily going right into his arms. I hugged him tightly. It would be kinda sad not being able to wakeup to Lucas's smiling face in the morning, but oh well. I could still see him sometimes.
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